Here's some aww... :)

TEACHER: How important is a period?
JUAN: Very important maam, coz when my sister missed her period,

my dad cried, my mom fainted and her bf disappeared

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Hanggang ngayon pa ba hinihintay mo pa yung taong magmamahal sayo?

Wag kang maalala, ON THE WAY NAKO. --baka dapat, on MY way. lol

^shiiiiiit. may naaalala ako dito. :P

A blessed, blessed day!

It's a blessed Sunday today, honey. I fell asleep a while ago after my yummy breakfast. And as I woke up, I went to my phone if there are messages for me. And there is! There is one quote there and it kinda struck me... in a good way. :)

The Lord hides EVERYTHING in NOTHING.

He hides a TREE in a SEED. He hides a KING in a SHEPHERD BOY. He hides a SAVIOR in a BABY.

Aren't you excited to see what HE's hiding in YOU? Be prepared for the BIG BLESSINGS that GOD will provide YOU in the coming days...

With this quote in hand, my faith in Him became stronger. Lately, I'm becoming less closer with God due to the myriad l problems . And thanks to this! I finally found my lost self. I was focusing too much in my problems that I failed to see the important things in life which is God whom I always ignored during those times... This reminds me of my all-time favorite movie, Patch Adams; specifically, the conversation of Hunter Patch Adams and Arthur Mendelson on the hands part...

Arthur Mendelson: How many fingers do you see?
Hunter Patch Adams: Four.
Arthur Mendelson: No no! Look beyond the fingers! Now tell me how many you see.

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Arthur Mendelson: You're focusing on the problem. If you focus on the problem, you can't see the solution. Never focus on the problem!

Arthur's right. Never focus on the problem. Shame on me. That's just what I did. UGH. Butthen, it's never too late too realdize things. The good part is that I still came to the peak of realizing this stuff...AGAIN.. :)

Lovin' my long hair.

I want to wear my hair like this... Even my dad told me that years back. He wants to see me always with that Rapunzel hair. :)) Though it's summer, my hair is long, black, and wavy that ends in my waist.

What I love in my hair is you can style it in any way you desire. It can be a high pony, dread locks, a french twist, you name it. Think of Barbie! *wink!* I feel so girly-girl in every time I move around and my hair flips like that. Haha! It's also a surefire way to catch the eye of the opposite sex. LOL.

What turns me on. :)

- Fair-complexioned
- Nice eyes
- Nice built
- Long-haired fellas
- at least a 5'8 height

Okay, enough of the "outside" stuff. That's only the first half. The second half goes to the invisible... What is really his attitude? Yeah, I'm very keen to a great personality out there too coz what's the ooh-la-la looks forif the core's a mess, right? TRASH. As much as possible, I want someone with a good heart or at least, the one who can make me laugh heartily. As if there's no dull moment with him.... For me, that's the bull's eye. ;)

Nicole has this sick obssession with a gay. >:)

I was tumblr-ing over a week ago and I found someone there... For me, he's one hot cutie and yeah, my type of shit. :P So I followed him. To my surprise, he followed me too. So imagine how big my smile was. hahaha! I initially grabbed the opportunity to message him (I forgot what I told him EXACTLY but I do remember myself asking him a "gender" question) right away. Gahd! I'm so damn hoping that he wasn't. :| Days passed, still no reply... Probably, he's busy or what. I dunno. Then finally, one message popped in my dashboard as I was surfing along the same site. It was him!! Holy cow. He said, "Thank you so much! And yes ma'am, I'm gaaay. :D" Okay, I can still forgive him by calling me MA'AM. But Err. Did he just confirmed about his identity???! I wish I didn't asked him that anymore.. *sigh* So look at me now, busted.

But then I still continued my stalking. :)) As a matter of fact, I added him as a friend in FB. ;) And the good news is he added me as I checked my facebook just a while ago. Yeah rock. This is the fuckin chance man, this the fuckin chance! bwahahaha! But he said in his fb profile, "Don't flirt with me. Don't flirt with me. Don't flirt with me..." so that made me have a step back. But nowaaaaaaaaay. I'm one aggressive monster. LMAO. Once I like a guy (regardless of the gender), I'll still continue beating him around. hahaha! But no worries, I'm taking it slow. ;P The time he confimed my add, I deciced to comment him so I fired, "hi there! thanks for the add! :)" And omg!! He said, "Hahaha, no problem! :D" My reply, "I saw your fb in your tumblr so I hit it. lol:))" His message back? Hmm. He's quite boring o talk to. He just said, "Hahaha, aw! Okaay. xD" What's a good reply? Hmm.. Okay, I'll be straight to the point. I'd like to be his friend. I'll tell him that. Oh God! This gives me the goosebumps. O_________o This is the first time I'm flirting with a gay. :|

Paano ko haharapin ang araw na to?

Sa tumblr ko sana ilalagay itong post na to. Kaso naisip ko, follower ko pala yung kababata niyang si Thea. So, hindi pwede. Kelangan magingat. Damnit. Any, sa mga hindi nakakaalam, ang araw na to ay mahalaga sakin dahil birthday ng lalakeng minsang naging importante sa buhay ko noong taong 2009. Si Elijah Arnold S. Garcia na sa pagkakaalam ko, ay nasa California daw ngayon. At meron na din yung girlfriend-- si Jen. I envy that girl much. Kung alam lang ni Eli... Hay. I still have feelings for him. Hindi ko lang masabi-sabi kay Thea at lalo na ke Eli kasi nga may commitment na siya kay Jen eh. Di naman ako relationship wrecker. :| Im still trying to forget him 100% though medyo nakamove-on na rin ako ke Eli months ago. Hay. Ang hirap talaga ng sich ko ngayon... Di ko alam kung itetext k siya or what (baka sakaling roaming yung sim niya).
*smug face*

For me, she has changed...

*NP: Love U - Howl, Fight the Bad Feeling - T-Max, Wish Ur My Love - T-Max*

"Change is the only permanent things in this world."

My Econ teacher was right. Change is the only constant stuff in this world. This is one sad truth about dear life... Now, I'm not quite used to what I'm seeing in her today.

Yes, she is still that bubbly, kindhearted girl but then I don't know.. Three's something fishy goin' on. She seems a bit strange with her actions nowadays. She's taking things too seriously; not just with her attitude but also of her thinking. I told her this last night and I do believe that she was really bothered by this thing I've told her.

As her best friend, I just want to be open with her. No secrets. Whatever it is that goes on with my heart, I just want to share it with her so that's what I did. I didn't have any idea that she'll react that way. Too sarcastic. :| I find this a wee bit "extreme" or OA much already. I began to think, ako pa ata ang nagkamali dahil sa sinabi ko sa kanya yung totoong saloobin kong ito. But then I realized, hindi naman. I was just sharing with her my own evaluation of her lately, right? Actually, I've noticed this thing happening ever since the start of her summer classes at a Review/Academic Center in her place. I tried to keep it from her but then, I can't take it anymore so it was only now that I spilled the beans...

Before, she's very studious and goal-oriented. Now, she's even MORE studious and even MORE goal-oriented to the extent that she said in her group message last night that if she had to choose between being the BEST STUDENT and BEST FRIEND, she said she'd rather choose being the BEST STUDENT. This had hurt me badly coz this gives me a hint... I'm not far more important, being one of her best friend, compared her studies. And I guess she's right. Her future is MORE of her priority than still pursuing this pointless friendship. >.< And maybe I should also think that way...

My studies is MORE important than having a best friend...TOO.

So, quits lang...